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hello, I don't know

by Alison Jutta

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1.
Better 03:37
There you go, my heart is inside out Everything that I am when there’s no one around Took the load off my mind and put it right in to your hands Always hoping to find that you will understand, but I gotta go and toughen up Doing my best is not enough No reply since a week or two You gotta do what you gotta do What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) What do I say if you won’t take a chance on me What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) It’ll get better very soon What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) What do I say if you won’t take the time for me What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) It’ll get better, it’ll get better, it’ll get better It’ll get better, oh better I will get better I gotta go and toughen up Doing my best is not enough No reply since a week or two You gotta do what you gotta do What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) What do I say if you won’t take a chance on me What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) It’ll get better very soon What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) What do I say if you won’t take the time for me What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) It’ll get better, it’ll get better, it’ll get better I am an ocean I’m not a soldier What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) What do I say if you won’t take the time for me What do I do if you won’t hear me out (hear me out now) It’ll get better, it’ll get better, it’ll get better It’ll get better, oh better I will get better hmm It’ll get better, oh better I will get better
2.
Ceiling 03:01
i’ve been counting my footprints i see the right, see the left right in front of the next they kind of look like babysteps (look like babysteps) the horizon before me there’s still a vast empy space between the sun and I been looking for a bridge across the sky admitting i don’t wanna stay small is like throwing my heart on a trampoline why is it the things i’m running to that are turning out to frighten me i’m getting close to the ceiling never been so far off the ground i’m kinda scared of succeeding but i’m close to the ceiling and i won’t look down i’ve been counting my footprints they’re going up, up the stairs until they reach my feet but i’m still feeling incomplete (feeling incomplete) admitting i don’t wanna stay small is like throwing red paint at a movie screen why is it the things i’m running to that are turning out to frighten me i’m getting close to the ceiling never been so far off the ground i’m kinda scared of succeeding but i’m close to the ceiling i’m getting close to the ceiling (i’m getting close) never been so far off the ground i’m kinda scared of succeeding (i’m kind of scared) but i’m close to the ceiling and i won’t look and i won’t look and i won’t look down
3.
Show Me 04:12
It’s been a couple of months thick air in my lungs and clarity is gone what you see is what you get yet no faint silhouette of a place where I belong I hear it calling but I can’t find it I hear it calling but it slowly disappears while I keep thinking please come back to me and show me what I don’t see tell me what I can or can’t control hey, show me what I don’t see been feeling such a long long way from home hey, show me what I don’t see tell me what I can or can’t control hey, show me what I don’t see been feeling such a long long way from home struggle to get out of bed avoiding talking to friends ‘cause I know they’ll try to cheer me up but it’s a matter of time it’s not a matter of trying so I check the clock and buckle up I buckle up for what’s coming up, and I still I hear it calling but I can’t find it I hear it calling but it slowly disappears while I keep thinking please come back to me and show me what I don’t see tell me what I can or can’t control hey, show me what I don’t see been feeling such a long long way from home hey, show me what I don’t see tell me what I can or can’t control hey, show me what I don’t see been feeling such a long long way from home aah,aah,aah oh oh, been feeling so far away from home oh oh, been feeling so far oh oh, been feeling so far away from home oh oh, it’s breaking my heart oh oh, been feeling so far away from home oh oh, been feeling so far
4.
Moon 03:38
it took me a while to figure out but lately I’ve clearly seen it unfold my mood it swings like a tree in a hurricane gets me daydreaming of better days ‘cause when the sun starts going down my solar energy is running out and than the moon shines over me a lonely mood I’m restless and I can’t shake the thought of my fears looming in the blue oh, the moon it took me a while to understand ‘cause it’s subtle and often in disguise but around dinnertime the worry awaits to sing me a heavy lullaby a thousand stars fill up the sky can’t see the beauty now, I wonder why and than the moon shines over me a lonely fool I’m restless and I can’t shake the thought of my fears looming in the blue oh, the moon
5.
Like I Do 02:52
you’ve been my baby for a long time now never knew love like this before sometimes it scares me when I think about how deeply my heart is ingrained in yours (the surprise was bittersweet) somehow this broken heart it felt like three (the surprise was bittersweet) but in the storm of that moment one thing was crystal clear, yeah nobody loves you like I do nobody loves you like I do baby you are the roof above my head I saw you crumble into sand the feeling of you slipping through my hands made me hold you closer and closer, closer and closer again (the surprise was bittersweet) ‘cause sometimes what you want ain’t what you need (the surprise was bittersweet) but in the storm of that moment one thing was crystal clear, yeah nobody loves you like I do nobody loves you like I do nobody loves you like I do nobody loves you like I do (the surprise was bittersweet) I do, I do (the surprise was bittersweet) I do ooh ooh ooh I do, I do ooh ooh ooh I do
6.
For You 03:55
I’m not gonna lie thought that I wasn’t built for this distant dreams knocked on my door I tried to ignore, but they beat the cold I’m glad they didn’t leave, ‘cause it took some time to see that for you I’d risk it all oh for you I’d take the fall you don’t even worry how to pay the bills don’t care about the numbers, you care how it feels oh for you I’d risk it all I discovered myself turns out I’m fancy as hell that is why mon message to self sabotage c’est bon voyage et au revoir ‘cause for you I’d risk it all oh for you I’d take the fall you don’t even worry how to pay the bills don’t care about the numbers, you care how it feels oh for you I’d risk it all you don’t even worry how to pay the bills don’t care about the numbers, you care how it feels oh for you I’d risk it all

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A varied, interesting and carefully crafted collection of 10 refined pop songs, depicting the confusing, bizarre and joyous parcours that is the road to adulthood, and makes for an excellent companion for all of those who are figuring it out themselves.

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released February 16, 2024

music & words: Alison Jutta
instruments and production: Alison Jutta, Tommy van Leuken, Liam Gruijters, Djurre van Dijck
drums, guitar, backing vocals on Ceiling and drums on For You:
Casper de Geus
trumpet and horns on Moon, For You and Rather be Alone: Romain Bly
piano recording on Moon and vocal recording on Help: Jasper Ras
lead vocal recording and mixing: Paulo Rietjens
master: Pieter de Wagter
cover photography: Achiel de Vlerk
graphic design: MXMVS

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Alison Jutta Brussels, Belgium

Belgian songwriter, keyboardist and singer Alison Jutta has a knack for the quizzical. Her songs balance gracefully on the edge between playful and melancholic.

contact me at: alisonjutta@gmail.com

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